LAST TEARS
I have known what would happen
I know you will never talk to me again
I expected the cold shoulder from you
All your reactions, I already knew
My best friend tried to stop me
I thought it was the only way
For me to be free
Free from all the feelings
I kept hiding inside
For you, I even sacrificed my very own pride.
Didn’t you know what I’ve gone through?
I feared of losing a friend in you
Didn’t you know how I humbled myself?
It seems I had nothing left.
You don’t have to tell everybody
I know that I almost seemed like a fool
But I told myself, this is more than enough
As I felt like I’m being stabbed
Right beneath my heart.
You are not worth my love
You are not worth my time,
Tears and sobs
You are so insensitive and self-centered
How I wish I didn’t bother.
I’m not expecting you to say love me
I’m just hoping for a little consideration
from you
I hope you know what I feel
I just don’t know how to deal.
I’m moving on, I hope you too
Soon you’ll realize what cause me
To write this emotional poem for you
I’ve made a big mistake
I’ll just forget you and all the heartaches.
My heart is full of anger and pain
With the thought of losing you in vain
I wanted to stop dreaming of you and me
I’ll just accept the reality that
We’re not really meant to be.
--JosiE--